Drunken blogging: truth

I laugh at my ineptitude. I, by my own standards, am less than what I ever hoped for. Reality being, I am less than everything I ever tried to be. I am less. I am not enough. I am never enough. That is how I see myself and that is forever how its going to be. I am never enough. How funny is that? That you will never live up to your own expectations? Such sadness and irony deserves a little chuckle. Yes, the joke's on you. Smile and take it. That's how it is.

I am sovereign

Nothing controls me. No person, being or entity has hold of I. I am unbound, unobstructed and unimpeded in my meanderings. I am, for all intents and purposes, free. I have no need of others, for I am sovereign. I am my own. I am on my own. I am alone on my own. Because I am sovereign, I am alone. I am lonely. Somebody please tell me what to do.